On My Own

Intro
Shhhh. We don’t talk about that here.

Verse 1
That’s the one problem we don’t bring inside 
Struggle alone
Get no support and when your family breaks it’s all your fault 
Lust is a problem we will not acknowledge 
Your chains can choke you 
Break free alone
Fight this alone
It’s you vs you
You’ll never know that I’m fighting too 

Chorus
Imprisoned inside the shame I try so hard to hide
I try to resist 
But my flesh insists
Why can I not do this?
It preys upon my mind every day and every  night 
No hope to recover
Just pray they don’t discover the truth 

Am I beyond repair?

Verse 2

I am hypocrisy 
I am deceit incarnate 
How could God forgive me
If I can’t even forgive myself 

Bridge

Wake up church and see the ravaging disease
Too uncomfortable to discuss this all consuming lust 

I lie here in the dark 
So far apart from the man I’ll never be 
The visions inside 
My tortured mind
Addiction behind my eyes 

Chorus
Imprisoned inside the shame I try so hard to hide
I try to resist 
But my flesh insists
Why can I not do this?
It preys upon my mind every day and every  night 
No hope to recover
Just pray they don’t discover the truth 

Am I beyond repair?